Category Archives: Surviving?

Today, as I dropped Emma off on one of her doctor appointments, Emma said that she cannot trust me because of how I  am going against my husband’s religion. To my credit, I didn’t say anything, but it made me … Continue reading →

I hate Emma – especially today.  She is the biggest failure in my life and I want to just give it up by getting her out of my life. These past few days have been rough.  Emma has been very … Continue reading →

Emma has become a Christian fanatic.  She believes that God has to forgive her and that she had to go to church.  She is conflicted because her father is so immersed in his Christian faith that condemns others as not … Continue reading →

Emma has been off of all anti-psychotic drugs for over 6 months, and has even stopped taking medication for chronic migraine headaches.  She is better – not shielding her eyes from lights being too bright, and doesn’t get anxiety when … Continue reading →

There has been a lot of different elements of change recently, and Emma has improved, even though she doesn’t think so. Having her brother and sister home for a couple of weeks has given me a break from having to … Continue reading →

The other day, I totally lost it.  I even wrote a post that I may never make public because it was not something to be proud of – failing as a loving mother and wishing for what I shouldn’t wish … Continue reading →